Relaxed as Awareness

"Being relaxed as awareness

means that all you know the

truth of is your home."

*

"...all real  care comes from awareness

being what it knows.

There is no withholding of care

in that.

It cares for all it knows and it cares

in the way that it knows."

Thus spoke John at the excellent meeting on Friday night and it was so lovely to have him - and his divine transmission - back amongst us.  Here's some more from that meeting:

"When you are oriented to the truth within 

your self is in lovely hands."

*

"To be pure awareness

requires full response

within core-splitting honesty.

Honesty to what it knows."

*

"When awareness gives its power

to want and need at the expense of what it knows,

it becomes lost in want and need

and becomes blind to what it knows."

Yes, and how lovely it is when we learn to relax as awareness no matter what's going on around us or even within us...

"With all of your power and control 

being given to what you know,

all self-created suffering is gone."

*

"Then all your self needs to carry

is learning and change.

A self freed of control 

loves learning and loves change."

That has to be it for this week, as I'm on the run once again.  The recent dialogue will get uploaded soon ! I will do a special post for it in the coming week and before the Summer Seminar for sure!

Until next time,

Love,

Shanti  

Genuinely Happy ...

Mmm - go to your truly happy place within!

 

"What you know in your heart

is to open and soften 

and you're not genuinely happy

without opening and softening in your heart.

John de Ruiter - 6/6/14 

 

The above snippet is from the very first meeting of the recent seminar in Dorset, UK, where John really spelled it out once again regarding the importance of awareness opening and softening.  From that same talk, here's a little more:

 

"There isn't anything that stops you

as awareness

from opening and softening."

*

"Because you're in a body

anything that you believe

becomes physical."

*

"When you access

anything of your own being

you're accessing forms of you.

Forms that perfectly match you.

So when you move as them,

as awareness,

you move as pure form."

 

John then spoke of not believing anything that requires you as awareness to unrelax.  That anything which requires you as awareness to close and harden isn't worth it, because then you "compromise what is pure you."  It doesn't mater how real it seems ...  I loved hearing him say that closing and hardening is awareness distorting itself - it's simply not real.  And that pain in your self is an imposition in your heart, but when you remain open and soft in the midst of such an experience, then the pain doesn't stop you from being "pure you ..."  

 

"In the belief 

of what you experience in your self

you fool your self;

you teach your self

that your self is you.

Your own being isn't even you.

Your own being is a perfect form of you."

 

Seems like the participants enjoyed a pretty wonderful Seminar last weekend and it was good to be able to watch several of those meetings via live stream on the web.  And now I'm looking forward to seeing John back at Oasis this Friday - and of course the awesome Summer Seminar begins in under two weeks'  time!  For more information on that, just click here.

 

My recent dialogue with John is almost ready to upload  and I'm hoping to do a special mid-week post when it's done.  And my next dialogue with him is happening next week - so feel free to send in any last minute questions for that!

 

Until next time,

Love,

Shanti     

Keeping it Real

John de Ruiter

Keeping it real; in some ways it's easy; simply no surface spin, just softening and moving it all deeper within..  And it seems easiest to keep it real when I'm close to John.  Alas he's off again, this time to England for a retreat down Dorset way from the 6th to the 9th, which is sure to be fabulous, so enjoy that if you're there.  And for everyone else, we can watch those meetings streamed live and as VODs and for more information on that, just click right here.

Regarding the recent dialogue with John, yes sorry but it is still in the works, but not for much longer I promise.  And as soon as it's ready, I'll do a special post if need be to get it out there!  Meanwhile, to give you a little taste of that very dialogue, I thought I'd offer you some snippets from it today, starting with a quote from when John was speaking about a purity of your own being moving towards someone; a depth of pure love that moves up through the levels ... :

"... So then love moves through density.

As love moves through density,

love becomes denser and denser

and it has more form.

The more form that it has

the more that it will not move through

 anything that you haven't worked through

in your self..."

A bit later, John spoke of how such deep and pure love, moving out into form, becomes thicker and more understood and how it can be received by another:

"... Love can be there as a beingness, 

if it's not moving through the self 

and through the person it may not

be readable by someone else. 

It can be really moving and not be seen 

unless someone else is connecting in

on a deeper level 

than what surface expression is. 

Then there would be 

an experience of being loved ..."

And lastly, a little bit from when he was speaking about moving as awareness into what is deeper and new and how that awakens previously unused parts of our brain:

" The unused part of the brain 

doesn't awaken unless, as awareness,

you are moving into levels deeper within 

than anything that you're accustomed to in your self.

When you move into that you have no map,

you have no prior experience,

there is no pattern that you're following. 

If there's a pattern that you're following

or a map that you're following,

then it's already present and awakened in your brain. 

When you're moving deeper 

than anything you've been accustomed to,

 it's only as awareness

that you enter a deeper level within

that hasn't been awakened before.

As you move into that, 

awakening into that,

your brain responds to 

what you're entering as awareness,

so your brain awakens ..."

You'll get the whole dialogue soon and as you can maybe tell from the snippets, it's worth waiting for.  And I'm pleased to say that there will be another dialogue with John in a couple of weeks - so if you have a question you'd like to send in, you know what to do.

Until next time, 

keep it real, beloveds!

Love,

Shanti 

Tuning In

John is currently winging his way back from Chiemsee in Germany where he gave some fantastic meetings.  Here are some snippets from the very first meeting on Friday afternoon:



 

"Your evolution as awareness

is what first enables your 

development as a being."

*

"When you open and soften

without the benefit

of experiencing your own being,

there is an exquisite fineness of awareness,

and in that fineness,

awareness evolves."

The questioner then asked John whether being in response to a stream of beingness meant that awareness doesn't evolve, to which he responded:

"Awareness still evolves 

but not as much as when you, as awareness,

are purely opening and softening

 and you're able to be that

in the midst of responding to a stream of your own being."

*

"The depth of groundedness in you coming into your

own being and moving as a being,

is in you as awareness,

being meaning.

You can develop in parts of your being,

without you as awareness

being grounded in meaning.

You can't develop and come into

all of your being, 

without you, as awareness,

being grounded in meaning. 

When it is meaning that you are,

as awareness, while you're in your being,

any kind of pressure in your self doesn't

move you out of your being.

If your relationship with your self isn't clean, 

then when you, as awareness, 

open and soften in your heart,

that puts your self under pressure

because it exposes your way 

of relating to your self -

a way of relating that isn't like your own being."

Yes, it was an awesome meeting and I love how John's teaching continually moves us ever gently forward.  I've noticed too how different it is to watch a meeting live as opposed to watching a video-on-demand.  The latter is good, and the benefit there is that you get to watch it whenever you want to, but watching a meeting live is simply more.  There's way more connectivity to what's occurring, no matter how far geographically the distance, it's almost as good as being with John in person.

Dear ones, the recently recorded dialogue is still in the works, but maybe I'll have it up for you next week!  Until then, as always, please type any question you may have for John in the 'comments' below - thank you. 

Until next time,

Love,

Shanti     

Anything, from within This

During the meeting on Sunday afternoon I felt like I was surfing a giant newness wave that was emanating from John - like I was on the crest of his wave, riding on a tiny surfboard.  At the very start of that meeting, to my surprise, I sensed that his transmission was yet again new; that he was new; what he was bringing in was new ...  As I tuned in to the extreme fineness of that frequency it felt like my heart was pierced like nothing else ever has.  It was so exquisite it was almost painful.  Really we are moving at such high speed now ...
Here's a little snippet from the middle of that awesome meeting:

"What is watered 

by the streams in your own being

grows like nothing else can."

*

The evening meeting on Friday was also pretty special and I loved John's opening words of invitation to the questioner:

"Spirit on into here."

*

"It's like breathing out of there

into here ..."

*

And more, from that same meeting:

 

"When you move as  a level,

you enter that level."

*

       "Wave by wave

of the tide coming in.

Wave by wave by the tide

going out.

All of the waves are coming in,

while the tide is coming in

               or going out.

                  Each wave 

         is your response

       to what you Know."

 *

And the last snippet - the title of this week's Post - going back to the start and Sunday afternoon's meeting, when the questioner wondered whether it would be good to speak of something which was perhaps now past ( and therefore redundant), John made it clear:

"Anything, from within This."

That's it, isn't it? 

The latest dialogue with John is pretty good, I think it's the best yet - and as always I'll be endeavouring to get it uploaded and into cyber space as soon as possible.

Right now, John is off to Chiemsee, Germany for a retreat from the 23-26 May, then he's back home for about a week, then off to the UK for another retreat, (this time in Dorset).  

And finally, the sure-to-be mind-blowingly, heart-expandingly good Summer Seminar starts next month!  For more information on that, please click here.  Really, you simply have to come to that if you can.  

Beloveds, that's it for now,

Until next time,

Love,

Shanti  

Life on board the Quantum Starship ...

Where no man has been before ...

John's transmission during the meetings lately have simply been so strong!  I was sitting close and up front for both the meetings on Sunday and OMG no wonder I'm not feeling well today.  It seems that for many of us, we are continuing to experience various physical discomforts, particularly headaches and tummy upsets.  And also, directly after a meetings ends, some people are quite disoriented as well, zonked is a good word for it.  On Sunday I kept leaving various belongings all over the place. During the evening meeting on Sunday, the questioner asked John what he would call the state that he was in.  As I gazed somewhat transfixedly at John, sitting in his one-of-a-kind chair, so motionless, so still, in pin drop silence, with only the bottom of his suit jacket flapping slightly from the floor fan, his entire form blazing in white light, his liquid eyes so intense yet so calm, I thought his state was something like the Captain of a Cosmic Starship leading us all where no man has been before . . . But instead, John's answer was this:

"Super conscious ...

electromagnetic love ...

available."

I googled the word 'strong' and part of the definition I found was:    'able to withstand great force or pressure.'  I do wonder what's occurring when I feel I'm being so immersed and so blasted by the force of what he's transmitting during the meetings lately.  I get the sense that I'm being re-wired both in my brain and in my physical body and it's all happening at such a quantum level; unseen and so incredibly potent, with no stone, so to speak, able to remain unturned.  And that everything in me needs to become more attuned to this fine and powerful frequency in order to be able to withstand more of the same ...  

I'm having another dialogue with John this Friday so if you have any questions to contribute, do send them in.  As always, just type the question as a 'comment' below, thank you.

Until next time,

Love,

Shanti 

Upside down and rightside up

This image reflects something of the week I've just had; somewhat of a 

roller-coaster ride in that some days I was so rightside up and then wooah, definitely upside down!  To clarify those terms for those who don't easily resonate with them, what I mean is that sometimes I was In what I Know, enjoying the deeper levels in me (rightside up) and then falling strongly back into The Matrix with circumstances triggering patterns of thoughts and feelings, the experience of which was anything but enjoyable and, in believing them, being in surface little self mode (upside down).  When I was upside down I was  reaching deeper within for the tiny little bit that I do know is true and which has nothing to do with what I was feeling and sure enough it all passed and I was back rightside up.  It was humbling to fall so forcefully back into The Matrix (of illusion) which wasn't telling me the truth.  The worst of that experience of being upside down occurred yesterday and then during the evening meeting, it all changed so dramatically - thanks John!  For it was clear that I had turned rightside up thanks to his powerful transmission - and of course my own unseen movement to fully align with it.  Mmm, it was just what was needed and so good!

Before I sign off today, here are some interesting snippets from Sunday afternoon's meeting - during which John's transmission was also very strong - and as I looked into his face (on the big screen) his look seemed so intense as he spoke of being a being:

 "Being a being 

is entirely impractical in this world;

it doesn't belong in this world

unless it is time,

for that which is greater than reality

to come into reality,

which cannot be accomplished or moved in its timing

by anyone or even everyone being Home."

*

"There isn't anything that can bring it.

If it isn't time for it to come into reality,

then there isn't anything

from within reality that can call it.

When it is time then that

which is outside of reality

that reality has always been completely dependant on,

begins to call.

When reality isn't ready for it, it cannot 

be called."

 *

"Being a being is an eventuality in This,

that is, not yet. 

When it does continually draw nearer."

That's it for now!

Until next time,

Love,

Shanti