That Magical Goodness

John de Ruiter

It is good to have John back and in that first meeting on Sunday evening, it was so clear to me that when he is here It is so much easier,  more obvious, more prevalent... There is no doubt that he does it here; he fills the hall with It ... and then I am immersed in what is Deeper, Higher, True and different...  On Sunday, he asked someone in the Chair about what they knew of what was occurring here in the meetings... For me what is occurring here in the meetings is nothing short of magical,  alchemical and quantum.  John is a cosmic quantum magician, among other things.  What he brings is so other-worldly that it is difficult to put it into words, but here goes.  It is divine.  It is Goodness made palpable, breathable.  It heals and it nurtures, even when the accustomed small self rebels and reacts or feels bored or 'doesn't get it' - it gets it, you get it, whether you are aware/aligned enough to recognize that or not, if you're there, you're receiving and imbibing that other-worldly Goodness.  I would point out though, that it helps exponentially to be sharp in the meetings, not to doze off or let the mind wander; to stay focused on what is occurring, particularly in the more subtle realms, even if you're not enjoying on the level of the self, you can always focus on John as a way to stay connected to him and what he is providing.  Then there is the measured way John teaches, both in the seen and heard ways and in the unseen and barely discernable ways, he is always multi-tasking in the meetings.  He is with the person in the Chair, he is also permeating the entire Hall with a transmission from the Beyond (the unseen magical Goodness), he is constantly discerning what is appropriate from various viewpoints, including the Bigger Picture (oh, what he must Know that he has, thus far, never spoken of...) and our en-masse readiness and ripeness to receive what is 'next'.  And from our side, we are also able to multi-task and receive that Goodness for ourselves, and also for what is a far bigger context than what our selves are... We are all transmitters here, after all.  And as we bask regularly in John's most supreme transmission, his magic is able to transmute what is a baser metal in us into gold, into what is Pure.  And I have a sense of the Bigger Picture too, which concerns not only life on this planet, and the Dear planet itself, but far beyond, affecting dimensions and realms I have currently only the faintest resonance of, yet I know we are here to do something entirely profound. Of course, why else, such a teacher at this time?

Dear ones, it is time to sign off.  I will be asking John many of the questions you have sent in, some of which are quite brilliant! this Friday and then preparing to upload the dialogue as a podcast as soon as possible.

Until next time,
Love,
Shanti    

Mastering the Matrix

John's still away and I miss him.  But I've been watching some of the live broadcasts, listening to him on CD and Podcasts and getting on with my homework.  I know what my cutting edges are.  These days I'm all about integrating the ground in my self.  I'm quietly working it all out within... being honest, being clear, staying as clean as I can, keeping free from the muck of old patterns, too many of which still tug at my sleeve and beg to be believed.  OK, they don't actually tug my sleeve, no, what happens is I find myself mid-stream feeling annoyed (for example) or in some way tense, and then I go 'A-ha! I know what this is, I know what this is not...'  And then it's simply a case of softening into the Deeper and altogether lovelier beingness within and whatever part of the matrix I was in - poof! - I'm out.  In this way of dissolving old patterns, I am steadfastly mastering the matrix and it's a lot more interesting, challenging and fun than the past-conditioned self's idea of... well, everything!

Meanwhile John now leaves Germany for Israel - enjoy that if you're there! - and then I'm looking forward to seeing him back home on Sunday.

The wondrous Summer Seminar begins next month!  It will go for two precious weeks from 24th June to 7 July and people from around the world come to participate - if you want in, get the info by clicking here...   
And I'm recording another dialogue with John in less than two weeks' time so if you've got a question for him, please type it below.

Until next time,
Love,
Shanti  

Drunk on the Divine

John de Ruiter

John has just left for the Seminar in Hamburg, Germany (17th -20th May) and from there he'll be back at Neve Shalom in Israel (on the 23rd & 24th May), please click here for more information on attending these international events. 

Meanwhile, the meetings over the weekend here were quite lovely and I enjoyed hearing John speaking of the Golden Thread:

"The Golden Thread is the thread of the continuity of meaning; 

the authenticity of meaning that runs through every level...

Lay the thread bare in your heart, in your self, in your person, in your life 

and the whole of you thrives.  

Your evolution as awareness is determined by your 

relationship with that thread."

JdR - 12 May 2013

John then spoke of how this Golden thread is present in us, either in being uncovered or covered:

"Whatever covers it passes away when you die.  

Anything that covers it is your own misuse of power.

You manifesting the Golden Thread within, 

in your living, is your  

real and true use of power.

... It is what everything of yours comes from, 

and everything that is yours,

 that is integrated in your living, that returns to;

the fulfillment of a life."

 JdR - 12 May 2013

I was feeling pretty fulfilled myself, just sitting there in the front row and gazing at his impeccable form as he spoke those words.

And I've been lucky enough to find myself sitting close to John at some social gatherings recently and, as always, this seems to work the best on/in me, as I drink him in, in celullar fashion.  Such drinking leaves me feeling a little drunk for a day or so afterwards - drunk on the Divine - And I LOVE that I get to see that; to be with a living embodiment of Truth; one who has so fully and so well integrated all that is Deeper, Truer and Higher into their living form.  It's so clear and so dear and simply the best; being around such a being. And then there is also the deeper diving which happens in the meetings, where I am swimming in his transmission, the power of which simply cannot be denied!  Not by me at any rate.   Sometimes, especially right at the end of the meetings, I see him almost obliterated in a blaze of light which floods the entire hall (and everyone sitting in it). 

 To finish this week's post I have some exciting news in that the next dialogue with John is scheduled to occur in just a couple of weeks' time.  To that effect, whatever question you might like to have him answer, can be typed as a 'comment' below.  It's another opportunity for all of us to enjoy more of John's unsurpassable wisdom! 

 Until next time,

Love,

Shanti 

Belonging to This

John de Ruiter, Venwoude, May 2013

It is lovely to have John back from overseas.  In the meetings now I am more quietly attuned to his transmission which feels ever more subtle yet ablaze with light and goodness; we sit there, bathing in that ...

As more has been getting seen in me and subsequently worked out/let go of, the process lately feels paradoxically both subtle and big.  Like there can be a big pattern which drops, but from the deeper levels it's no big deal, because there I'm simply at home, at rest in what is nothing to do with all that old drama ...  And I just keep loving This and belonging to it.

Thanks to all those who've shared their appreciation of the latest Podcast I recently uploaded in which John answered so many questions previously sent in.  If you have a question you'd like him to answer in the next dialogue, please type it in the 'comments' below, as always, (and remember you can leave your name or make it anonymous).

Until next time,
Love,
Shanti